Happy to See You

[little_passions]

One of my greatest loves. ♥

So, I’m currently trying to battle with my writer’s block, and I’m also feeling kind of emotional, so I’m just going to go ahead and talk about why I’m feeling this way. I love him. He’s Kang Daesung, and I’m so happy to see him. No words can probably fully express what I felt in May of last year, and I don’t know if I’ll ever cry as many tears for a stranger as I did for him ever again. I mean, I only know him as much as what he’s allowed me in a sense to know. It was sometime around two in the morning when I found out about the car accident last year, and I cried immediately. The initial news reports were terrible, people accused him of drunk driving and so on and so forth. The next few weeks were worse. People called him a murderer, and I really couldn’t cope. I kept crying and crying and crying because I really couldn’t imagine why something like this happened to him. It was a really terrible situation for him to ever endure, and I worried for him endlessly. I was so worried that he would commit suicide, and I really just didn’t know what I could do. Actually, I’m crying right now when I think about how much I felt for him last year. I prayed so hard, and I wished so hard that he would ignore the brutal comments coming from people on the internet, and I just wanted him to be okay. I just wanted him to smile again. The EMAs were probably the best moment of last year. It makes me smile and tear up when I remember how I felt seeing them on that stage, getting that award. I voted so many times for them, and to see them as five again just made my heart soar. It made me happy, and it made me happy for them because it meant they were still there for each other. Now, he’s smiling again, and they’re all together again. They’re back together losing in variety shows like the adorable losers that they are, making music that reaches beyond the borders of South Korea, inspiring listeners with their melodies, and thrilling audiences in the manner in which they were born to do.